Happy Mother’s Day! 

I appreciate everything my mom does for me even though I don’t really show it @__@ And even though we bicker more than we can count, I still love her >w< 

zomfg bobanomnomzz we haven’t been going on tumblrr :(  (I kind of forgot *cough* Dx )

Oh and I got contact lenses .__.! I hate how it takes me a few seconds to put them on but like 10+ minutes to take them off :( 

♥ Ann 

Hey it’s been a while since someone last posted…so here’s a post :D

Hello cold, we meet again. Well, let’s say hi to your BESTFRIEND. Hi kleenex

I think I’m partial to this because I have a wii and listen to that song everytime I turn my wii on :D

How many times have you felt lost and useless?

I can’t even count those times. I don’t know who I am and what I can do. I’ve tried to see what I can do, but alas I have failed. I’ve tried tennis, drawing, singing, writing, graphic designing, sculpting, painting, baking, anything I could possibly think of…There is just not enough time to try everything there is in the world! I suck at tennis, I can’t draw anything but the bottom of a dead tree, my singing is mediocre, my writing is filled with mistakes and the plot would suck, my graphic design only works if I’m photoshopping someone else’s picture, my sculpting skills are sub par, my painting is horrid, and when I baked my presentation is lame.

I think I have officially failed in life.

A teacher once told me that the deeds are better remembered when it’s good, and the bad ones are easily forgotten.

I hate how true that statement is. Because even though I’ve been through so much crap and so much hate all I remember is all the good things that happened and the worst of the worst things that have happened.

She will never ever love me as much as her friends or strangers’ children. I may be her sister but she’ll choose her friends over me to save in a burning building easy.

She will never apologize to me no matter how wrong she was, even if I saved her from driving drunk and all she’ll do is yell at how I’m stupid and how I don’t understand because I’m stupid.

He abused me when I was younger. I thought it was normal for kids to be hit like that, for fathers to come home in a drunken rage threatening death to his own children. I thought it was normal to feel alone and hurt; to be sad.

She wasn’t there on my birthday. I waited up all night for her to come back home from work. She still didn’t make it to my birthday, she came home past midnight… That’s when I stopped caring about my birthdays.

I know there are more sad things that happened to me, but I won’t remember them because I repressed them all. The things I actually remember are:

Her helping me on my homework.

Her helping me on my geometry homework because I cried over how hard it was.

Him taking us to go shopping.

Him cooking us pho on Sundays.

Her saving me from drowning.

Her saving me from the depths of sadness.

Her teaching me how to swim.

Her buying me clothes.

Him be nice.

The very few times he was sober.

So many memories stored in my head that I’d like to forget. I know the there are so many more bad memories that can easily destroy all the good memories I have… In a way it is good to retain the good memories, but it hurts more once you realize that the sad memories come back when you get sad again.

suckstoyourassmar:

fuckyeahvoldemort:

Updated.

James Cameron, you freakin’ beast. If Harry Potter 7 Part 1 is badass I’ll expect Harry Potter 7 Part 2 to totally get into the top 3.

lol I kinda laugh cause it’s kind of inaccurate isn’t it? Movie tickets were like half the price back in 1997 weren’t they?? but anyways w/e lol poor star wars is gonna get knocked off.

joannsy:

I found it in my laptop, LOL, it was for my SN homework; character card.

Meed David Copperfield. :]

OMFG that’s adorable joann C: Notice how its red like how another david’s color 8D

jonathankwok:

tiffanytoe:

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